The Backburner

Although nothing has wore off and it's been weeks I need to set some safety zones up for myself. However torn I am sitting here right now contemplating this decision not to see you tonight, to send you home. As much as you want to stay you win. I'm yours in every way already. However much I believe I can fight this I can't. You gave in, you wanted me as I wanted you, you love as I love. You admitted you were in love with me but I don't think we mean the same thing when we say it. When I say my heart is yours it is my commitment to only kissing your lips and only loving you as I do. I love you in every capacity I can. My love.