Closer to Me
My 4th of July date was passed out by the time fireworks were even considered.
The power of kids... you'll find out the limits of your patience, you'll find out how biased you can be "My kids cuter than yours" wars can begin even when they're not your kids! On top of that you'll find out if you want kids or if you just want to be the "babysitter!" Give them candy and then give them back.
It does seem like I'm pretty comfortable... people have no problem getting comfy on me or even using my lap as a chair! If they're cute, no objections here!
This is from a previous attempt of "how many can pile on?"
This could and has gotten worse in the past... oh how I love and miss dancing. I'm forced just to go myself, alone, and I'm just not ready for that. Going to do other things alone iscool enough for me, 'el solo, but dancing is something I need work myself up to come say for the !st Friday in August... then, I hear partying with the gay boys is better and "duh, hello," how can anyone pass up an 80's night on a Friday?
Admit it, it's not just age that says "I have to work tomorrow, I can't go out/stay out late," it's your common sense... or, you've learned what a hangover is like at work. I'd hate to be an alcoholic construction worker, the "pound pound" of a hammer plus a hangover must be hell.
Though no fireworks for the 4th I did have good company. A few of my "friends" went camping, I would have loved that but it'd be very hard. Maybe finding a gf that wants to do stuff like that should be added to me "picky" list of what I "choose" in someone. No doubt I would've been invited... until they know I can do it, until I know I can, I'll dream and have fun... someday!
Face it, normally you don't get everything we "want" we'll go find the missing pieces, if you get all you "need" then you'll go searching for the rest of what you "want." Ends in cheating, open relationships, and then break ups. Therefore "choosing" is a more proper word... in choosing all you want/need in someone the only way you can go wrong is by not going by the choices you've made. Past... Present... Future... all play a role in your "choosing."
Going out to eat yesterday was fine, I love the bbq but oh well, Mexican was fine. I had a Grapefruit Mojito that was super tart, Wow! The manager there sat and talked to us for a long while... I couldn't hardly look at her because of the cleavage showing naturally drawing my eyes like an invisible force beam! Cute but straight. Very questioning about me and my aide's situation... I think she thought we were together even though Gianni talks more feminine than I do! Think of your stereotypical gayboy with a "Girl, don't you know it," combined with that hand thing.
Why do most all feminine gay boys have that hand thing? To show they can use them well? They just ever-so-slowly bend that wrist, unless it's done enthusiasticly... flamboyant! (I must spell check this!)
The questions were why we didn't live together, then why we were single, then came the bald guy and Gianni whispering something like "I wouldn't mind taking him to the bathroom," or so he tld me later he was thinking... and then told her to which came "Oh honey I'm gay," hand fling! You wouldn't guess it, until you heard him talk... but he also dresses in very nice clothing. Let's just say my peeps notice "Gianni got you ready.." Wear it, own it, get loved in it!
I can be honest in saying I've as much alone as I've felt content. Is that possiblr to feel both? What might be lacking? Close friends for one... it would be nice to have someone, or two, that I could call up and say "what are your plan?" I can say the only time I back out is if my aide doesn't come or it'd be a medical disaster... or whatever's going on is at an inaccessible place. I've had lunch a couple times... each time with one friend I find truly caring and a friend- but not one that wants to go out.
Makes me wonder if it's because of driving, drinking, meeting the aide at a certain time, or me, stopping them/anyone from asking to just go out. Now I do have a time limit if I don't have my schedule arrranged for the late night aide- who'll come at 1 if I ask buut I usually tell her Midnight... Pumpkin time.
Sadly, I could put "How well do you me" test up and my friends wouldn't be able to answer unless they guessed right. Do most your close knit friends:
A. Know your favorite drink? B. Know your favorite type of food? C. Know what music you like? D. Know your pets name? E. Know what you did last weekend? F. Seen you in the last 2 weeks? G. Know your favorite color?
Simple questions to me that yes, you do know almost ALL the answers to the questions above.
The greatest thing is my sore is healing... which means I've one buddy to make up for annd get out and make her dance! It split open a little but I need to learn to go flat before falling asleep. These Select Comfort beds are so comfortable... it's just the VA won't pay repairs. I was up for about 7 hours on the 4th and it felt good, hurt cuz of pain elsewhere and I couldn't retain my BP.. if not for tilt I'd have passed out about 10 times. Too much weight loss? I can't wait to be back to up all day again and if I go out Gianni just redresses me... after a sunny sweaty day, hell to the yeah!
Life might hand you lemons, life might throw them at you, life might just peg yuh wiith lemons... best thing to do, if you're
not a drinker to make "Lemondrops" and if your bra is
already full, just put the juice in your hair and go bask in the sun!
Life is too Grand to waste lemons plus, lemon water is refreshing just like life should Be!
Why do I love Amanda Fucking Palmer? Question is, How can't you love her? Her Openness is so genu-wine other artist's should take note... as the amount of "AFP" Fans and Tweeters grow. She has introduced a new movement for artist's to stay close to fans from "shows for donations" to, oh yes, "strip club tweet meets!"
Is that Amanda Palmer Nude?
