What's just ONE rational and reasonable gift you want this year?
Monday, December 20, 2010
What gives you hope?
Little actions... some things happen slowly bit by bit. Maybe a hugeee astroid like in Armageddon will come Unite us ALL!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Winona Ryder . Jump In The Line . Shake Senora . BeetleJuice 1988 Harry ...
A little midnight laughter never hurts!
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Well Now...
I never knew the questions I answered would show up so boldly. Now, I'll have to answer all the sex ones for sure.
I was saying how even a paragraph or poem a day would be helpful in a little "mindfuck" relief.... it always has for me anyway. Unfortunately positioning plays a key role also, and right now, it's a bit hard to type. Wtf, I just hate this new Toshiba laptop and tv.... then I realized, Toshiba has "shit" right in it... hello?? Try a lil anyway...
Right now, I'm working on figuring out what's wrong with me and going through all the VA tactics is time consuming... when they won't prescribe pain killers to me I must smoke more marijuana. And people want Gov't healthcare?? Wtf! I've been waiting almost 6 months for a new wheelchair, god forbid if mine was broken. To hurry this along I am telling them to replace the tires on this old one... 5 yrs old. They're good at that, replacing. Might as well start looking for a new chair at the 4 yr mark. I was thinking it was only the Denver VA that was bad but hell no, Milwaukee's the same. Wait for no one to answer you and if they do, it's weeks later mind you. Here I must have been eluded by special treatment. I'm about to throw away $1200 signal readers and send a $9000 unit back just because the VA won't send anyone to reprgram it. Why keep the shit if I can't work anything with it? No to Gov't healthcare. It's fucked up and biased. Don't get on the bad side because you'll see how it works against you. No check ups right now... why? I never get results from anything.... Private healthcare needed. And I know all this so I kiss ass.
Such is life. The one I love, in my heart of hearts, won't even talk to me. Last call was when she was drunk and with her friend there, well.... I didn't try taking it down any road. The only time she'll go down that road of "us" or "gay" is when she's drunk.... more relaxed? More open! To love without loving.
I gave myself a time limit plus... major typos are keeping me from blasting this blog out.
And now... a few words from your sponsor....
Cheers!
I was saying how even a paragraph or poem a day would be helpful in a little "mindfuck" relief.... it always has for me anyway. Unfortunately positioning plays a key role also, and right now, it's a bit hard to type. Wtf, I just hate this new Toshiba laptop and tv.... then I realized, Toshiba has "shit" right in it... hello?? Try a lil anyway...
Right now, I'm working on figuring out what's wrong with me and going through all the VA tactics is time consuming... when they won't prescribe pain killers to me I must smoke more marijuana. And people want Gov't healthcare?? Wtf! I've been waiting almost 6 months for a new wheelchair, god forbid if mine was broken. To hurry this along I am telling them to replace the tires on this old one... 5 yrs old. They're good at that, replacing. Might as well start looking for a new chair at the 4 yr mark. I was thinking it was only the Denver VA that was bad but hell no, Milwaukee's the same. Wait for no one to answer you and if they do, it's weeks later mind you. Here I must have been eluded by special treatment. I'm about to throw away $1200 signal readers and send a $9000 unit back just because the VA won't send anyone to reprgram it. Why keep the shit if I can't work anything with it? No to Gov't healthcare. It's fucked up and biased. Don't get on the bad side because you'll see how it works against you. No check ups right now... why? I never get results from anything.... Private healthcare needed. And I know all this so I kiss ass.
Such is life. The one I love, in my heart of hearts, won't even talk to me. Last call was when she was drunk and with her friend there, well.... I didn't try taking it down any road. The only time she'll go down that road of "us" or "gay" is when she's drunk.... more relaxed? More open! To love without loving.
I gave myself a time limit plus... major typos are keeping me from blasting this blog out.
And now... a few words from your sponsor....
Cheers!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
A little experiment....revealing the album songs!
A little experiment....revealing the album songs! Great idea to give back to the fans! Terra Naomi rocks!
Monday, November 1, 2010
Would you ever have a threesome? If so what would be your preferred arrangement: M/M/M, M/F/M, M/M/F, F/F/F, F/M/F, F/F/M or any other permutation thereof
i have, it complicates things if you're both not secure.
In your opinion, what is the best piece of music ever written?
i don't think there IS just ONE best piece but pieces as our lives change.
Of all the movie characters you have seen, which one do you believe is most like you?
hmm, the guy in monkey shine? don't really know.
What thought or sentiment would you like to have copied and put into one million fortune cookies?
"you can wish in one hand and shit in the other and see which one fills first." gram
If you could be one of America's "most wanted," but wanted because of some great skill you possess, what would you have?
But of course... bank robbing or stealing from the Gov't like our elected officials.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
How do you get over rejection?
After stalking the person, having a restraining order against me, I get over it... then I sulk with my ankle bracelet on.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
What would you change your name to if you had to?
I've actually grown fond of my own... Nikki or Nikki Jo or Jo or Jojo... :)
Because I can't sleep tonight, you get the benefit of answering my ludicrously lewd questions - Would you ever share a guy or girl with a friend? For dating/hooking up/whatever?
I only share when it's a group having fun.. safe.
Have you ever truly been in love with someone? How did you know it was love?
Yes... I think I know because no matter what, I'm still there, loving her... even when we don't talk.
Thank you notes - Are they outdated? I've never seen the practicality of them. Just calling someone and thanking them if you really mean it seems a lot more pragmatic and meaningful to me. What do you think?
I think it depends on what you're used to... say you never talk a person on the phone but write, I think a note is sufficient then. If you talk to the person, deffinately call them.
Would you ever consider hooking up with someone of the opposite gender from which you're normally attracted? (Note: If you're bi, this question is probably N/A, in which case, what do you find most attractive about both genders?)
I doubt it, I tried before and left him naked in bed... ouch.
Monday, September 27, 2010
Personal question but really; What constitutes as sex to you?
Personal question but really; What constitutes as sex to you?
What was your favorite club in high school or college?
Umm, small town bfe, minnesota... the club was my house or my bf's at the time.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Would you rather have questions from "anonymous" people or know who's asking? Knowing who's asking does it effect the way you answer?
Would you rather have questions from "anonymous" people or know who's asking? Knowing who's asking does it effect the way you answer?
Favorite 80's band/artist/singer/musician/whatever?
Holy man... I think I can play it safe with REO Speedwagon, Pat Benetar, was G n R 80's? Poison? Oh gosh the hair bands... let's not forget BBD though, DJ Quick....
Follow-up question (Aren't I nosy tonight): Do you have to be dating someone to sleep with them?
Nope... one night stands, friends w/benefits, booty calls, mutual sex buddies w/no emotional ties.... almost sounds nice!
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
If your place was on fire what 3 things first come to mind to grab?
If your place was on fire what 3 things first come to mind to grab?
Can money buy happiness?
For some I believe it can. For those less superficial... no, temporary happiness only.
Do you think listening to sad music when you're sad helps or makes things worse?
Helps me to write... so I guess it helps, i release more.
What matters most when dating someone, looks or personality?
Personality first because it can totally make me look at someone differently if they're very nice vs very cruel.
How comfortable are you with the way you look?
Being in a chair I find everyone at least looks for one reason or another and I've grown comfortable with it... but still want a poloroid for gawkers.
Vampires. Awesome or awful?
Awesomely fascinating, I feel like it would almost be a dreaam to live out an Anne Rice novel!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Is there anyone that knows everything about you, including your deepest sexrets and humiliations and things you thought nobody seen?
Is there anyone that knows everything about you, including your deepest sexrets and humiliations and things you thought nobody seen?
Do you like the place where you grew up?
In a round about way, yes, it made me who I am today right?
Do you get annoyed if people call you pet names like "dear, sweetheart, honey, babe, etc.?"
How can I when I use them for others?
Friday, September 3, 2010
Stealing this question from Smittenerest: Go to your iTunes library or similar. What are the top 5 songs for number of plays? Or top 10, 20, 30, whatever if you feel like typing lots
1. Got To Give It Up by Marvin Gaye 2. Got To Give It Up by Zhane 3. Back In Love by L.T.D 4. Everyday by Dave Matthews 5. Touch It by Monifah
What motivates you to get out of bed in the morning?
I've a nurse that comes so there's no choice really... however I could stay in bed.
Do you like to plan things out or act spontaneously?
I love being spontaneous, but due to my lifestyle I can only be spontaneous to a certain degree.
When you're down, what is one thing that's guaranteed to make you feel better?
Music, music, and music! Music has power!
Think back 15 years. What would you say to yourself from them?
Watch out for that guy!! Too bad I believe in fate.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Friday, August 13, 2010
Now describe the worst date you've ever gone on
probably wayyyy back when i was 19 and my ex was right there too! ugh, hard!
What's your favorite memory from this Summer?
i might have to say last night at red rocks for film on the rocks! f'ing amazing artist teaming up for beatles covers!
OK, since Jay requested lewd stuff about sex: Have you ever masturbated while there was someone else in the room without them knowing?
i'd plead the 5th on this but alas, i'm a voyeur so i hope THAT answers your question! :)
Friday, June 25, 2010
Melanie Susuras Band Brickhouse @Pride 2010
MY VERY GOOD BUDDY MELANIE SUSURAS CLOSING PRIDEFEST WITH BRICKHOUSE! I TRIED GETTING THE DANCING TOO BUT SOME DRUNKARDS DIDN'T CATCH ON TO THE "SOUL TRAIN"
Coles Whalen Drinking Song @Pridefest Denver 2010
FOR PRIDEFEST DENVER! I LOVE THE LITTLE BLONDIE DANCING, HE HAS THAT ALMOST DOWN :)
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
is this site messed up or normal?? www.ihatenikki.com/?mylink=tew4tew6tew3
I'm just figuring it out but hopeflly a little bit of both... gotta' be a lil messy!
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Diane Birch Forgiveness @Bluebird Theatre Denver 5-20-10
such a great concert with megan burtt and andrew belle opening... i can honestly say i didn'tknow what to expect but i was in aw.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Coles Whalen delights at Casselman's Bar and Venue
Coles Whalen delights at Casselman's Bar and Venue
Great video's from this night as well as a great review! Two thumbs up!
Great video's from this night as well as a great review! Two thumbs up!
Monday, May 10, 2010
nikki smith's MySpace Blog | Here We Are Now
nikki smith's MySpace Blog Here We Are Now: "
One more smoke…. But I’m a slow typer!
Luckily my American Spirits (ultra light,) take at least 10 min to smoke. I share too.
I sat outside with my mom’s friends I’ve know for like 20 yrs today. How “chill” they are with their red wine and a joint. Content with the fountain going and sunshine. Mom stayed inside hiding with her “boyfriend” but she brought me food so I’m all good. It was a great day.
Getting back from the Palo Alto VA was heaven but I am now in love with the weather there. Crime is way high for me but it’s an “upscale” VA. Driving was a joke… what we did could’ve and should’ve been done in 2 days. Now I just need to make sure he puts all the luxuries of gps, warning sounds when you’re going to hit another car, and Bluetooth! My van might already have it and I don’t know. The system is way cool but I dread giving up my van for a month or 2 to install everything then do 20-30 hrs of training on it. It’ll be fun when it’s all done. Freedom! Independence! Sober cab!
I keep trying to get in touch with “her” and I try chalking it up to she’s busy and It’s just her, her personality. Once I write a “let go” letter she’ll call… just to reel me back in. ho do you stop a one sided love affair? I think I’m over her and then hearing about her, seeing her, talking to her… I’m instantly drawn to all I Am in love with. I could say this for someone else but there’s no love affair… I wish there was. Rid me of this 14 yr old lonely love triangle.
In dreams there is safety… I hope."
One more smoke…. But I’m a slow typer!
Luckily my American Spirits (ultra light,) take at least 10 min to smoke. I share too.
I sat outside with my mom’s friends I’ve know for like 20 yrs today. How “chill” they are with their red wine and a joint. Content with the fountain going and sunshine. Mom stayed inside hiding with her “boyfriend” but she brought me food so I’m all good. It was a great day.
Getting back from the Palo Alto VA was heaven but I am now in love with the weather there. Crime is way high for me but it’s an “upscale” VA. Driving was a joke… what we did could’ve and should’ve been done in 2 days. Now I just need to make sure he puts all the luxuries of gps, warning sounds when you’re going to hit another car, and Bluetooth! My van might already have it and I don’t know. The system is way cool but I dread giving up my van for a month or 2 to install everything then do 20-30 hrs of training on it. It’ll be fun when it’s all done. Freedom! Independence! Sober cab!
I keep trying to get in touch with “her” and I try chalking it up to she’s busy and It’s just her, her personality. Once I write a “let go” letter she’ll call… just to reel me back in. ho do you stop a one sided love affair? I think I’m over her and then hearing about her, seeing her, talking to her… I’m instantly drawn to all I Am in love with. I could say this for someone else but there’s no love affair… I wish there was. Rid me of this 14 yr old lonely love triangle.
In dreams there is safety… I hope."
Thursday, April 8, 2010
the magicians private library
the magicians private library Holly Miranda's new EP is simply amazing. I fell in love with my first listen... hopefully you will too! :)
the magicians private library
the magicians private library Holly Miranda's new EP is simply amazing. I fell in love with my first listen... hopefully you will too! :)
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
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