soappbox

Ii thought this font looked cool and I’ve about 15 minutes to just sit and go… after having company all day I don’t much feel like doing email, I did 2 tests on myspace (in 1 I was most like the leader jfk, hmm, what’s up with that and maybe I’m all messed up on my voting.) any lesbians going for obama? Well, I’m sure hillary’d be great, can’t have the two right? Nope, they’re both too good for 2nd chair… and too good to ask. Wouldn’t it be healthy to have the top 2 AS the top 2? If they say it’s a democracy and all and are doing the democratic vote fairly, not winner take all, but then the people would be choosing both their pres. And vp! That’s just!

Ok, off my sopbox there, who woulda’ thought I’d actually have something to say about it or a view. Like ii said, I look at healthcare/veteran treatment, gay rights, global thinking and reaching out. But, ya never know, if them gays get married next’ll be animals… these people grew up on a farm (said before,) to have this even pop in their thick heads! Yes, grannt us divorce and all the adultery straight couples are entitled too! We deserve the same misery or un-misery!

Anyway, I guess my 15 has passed…. Now, to toke as time might pass fasssssssssssss…t.

Tags: gay, democrat, hillary, obama, team, gay rights,

Blind

Three almost seems to be a magical number. Three weeks of pain, bad things come in three’s, third times a charm, threesome’s! it just feels like I’m lost. I talked to my older sister who told me my younger sister, who I don’t talk to anymore and it doesn’t seem to bother anyone but me but I’ll be ok. She has a boyfriend now? My older sister thinks she’s lying and it’s a girl… I said, why would she lie after totally coming out? No reason to, love who you love, there’s proof… like I’ve always told her, just love who ya love. Best advice a sister can give… regardless if she’s lying, it wouldn’t surprise me given her present company. Funny, is lying catchy or rub off or is to see if I’ll hear about it? Whatever makes her happy is what I want, regardless if we ever talk again.

I like this guy, Ernie Halter… Congress Hotel cd, good! Moving Along.

I’m trying to keep “up” and keep the positive thought’s flowing. Love helps and my valentine got flowers and Hershey personalized chocolate… I love how you can personalize the heart! What can I say, I’m in love, lust, lucidity, lavishing the moment and the day… because why? I can! It’s within my power to control how MY valentines day goes as it is within everyone’s.

Create the day how you will, create everyday as you would a holiday (easier said than done, more talk than action here but it’s a healthy reminder!) Treat everyday as if it were your last… too many have said these words. Talking of death today was so easy to explain my point of view… maybe I should take notice it’s come up far too often in talks, hint hint, I knock on wood for these moments. Some things you can call me superstitious on. I’ll admit it fearlessly!

To walk about life without fear of anything, to embrace each day as a loving happy holiday, to approach things in a decent manner, and here’s to loving who you will and being able to see love not sex. Cheers!

Tags: positive, love, gay, family, philosophy, self help

another scar

You open me up, you bleed me dry, you find the places, you cut way too deep… I close up, I heal from the wounds, I replenish and flourish, I prevail over you’re deadly quake.

Time can take away the wounds but the scars left are like a memory and each, scar, has it’s own story, it’s own lesson I either learned by or have only another, scar, leading from it forming a familiar shape to remind me until I’ve learned leaving one big, scar, on my heart.

Tags: scar on heart, healing, learning, life, love