To think I wanted to have a quicky night on here… never seems to happen. Why I even record tv shows is beyond me when the only one’s I stay up to date on are #1 WEEDS and now Nurse Jackie fucking rocks… truthiness in humor! True Blood is also my show, though I haven’t been keeping up on it… In Plain Site is awesome too with the chick from the movie Coyote Ugly (bar manager, hot!) Things are just going really good, even if today was a bit “messay” things have been abundantly positive. Sore’s healed, getting up 7 days a week now (if it doesn’t get messed up like Sunday.) I hate missing events I want to go to and it’s nothing but care holding me back. Getting solved though.
The non-glorious thing for me, being Retired but still feeling like God somehow gave me a harder job than when I was “working.” It’s been trying. I’ve had a couple fiends that’ve really stepped out, on my bad days I’m saved and comforted. Relaxed again and not feeling the weight’s are so heavy. There’s good and there’s bad… I admittedly cried today. We went to look for my class ring, black hills gold, opal surrounded by diamonds, and someone had cleaned out my jewelry box as well as took my Gucci watch leaving the case (I don’t wear it much and I wanted to.)
What the fuck is wrong with people? Stealing, from me of all people… you ask and I’m stupid enough to say “yes.” I don’t get people, just because I may not have hands to go up and look. It had to be somebody who was in my room and knew I’d be gone or not in my room. One of my aides… probably the one fired for stealing from me before and I didn’t catch it.
I’m completely exited for tomorrow night… Coles Whalen, Kim O’Hara and another at The Walnut Room! I shouldn’t open my mouth but here I’ve grown to simply love these two and Angie Stevens. They’re truly amazing from music to the heart. WALNUT ROOM, GO! My newfound love for Coles grows with how genuine she is… you have to love someone who’s parents are right there.
I’m going solo, while most I know are going if they’re in town, and this tells me something… no, not to find a girlfriend… I think I covered this with my new pcp, quizzical! Am I a loner? It’s not by choice I go alone, I make my plans to go and whatever happens does. What is it that I can’t put my finger on? Maybe when I get my license more will come… but that won’t be for a while. I’ll love it when I can drive… I’ll have to go to bed later for sure, I hate having a “bedtime,” but because of nursing I must. Can I bring someone home? They’d be waiting while I get in bed. Meet here a lil later? Possible but then trust is a big issue! Nope, no one nighters, unless it’s kissing!
Ha, ok, I should, go because my train of thought is now going in the gutter and only one persons on my mind… can’t even call her! Story of my life… like phone sex is bad when it’s someone you know? Hell, makes it better depending on the who and circumstances. Distance?! Men get blue balls, what do women get? A trip to the bathroom or for some “thinking off!” Who can do that??
Yes, this is definitely where I leave off… with no pictures L Bedtime!?
Love, Laugh, Cheers!
~N J
