University of Andy: How to Start a Band

Reflection

As I sit here and sweat I’m thinking “wtf am I doing?” One might be smart and shut the computer down, lay back, toke up, and kill the sweats… I’ll skip to the later.

Reflecting this week: I learned a little bit more about stocks, most importantly would be to have the money there to invest.
Secondly… most of my stock is in Solar power and of course, the company the VA goes through, or two rather, for supplies… all doing nicely.

Top two again this week: Amanda Fucking Palmer and yes, Jason Mraz… best two blogs! I’m not sure but I don’t think you could ask for two more grounded people who openly admit they’ve problems like you or I. you can get at their blogs via Myspace or their websites. Go for it!
Amanda palmer is like numero uno right now… just to see all the writing on her body after a very fulfilling Friday night that makes you feel like “this is where I should be right now.” "Amanda Palmer Unites #LOFNOTC'

My own writing:"Broken" and it's Many meanings for me: If everyone knew how much effort this took. Writinng by mouth thinking "Mirror Reflection?" It was easy after the Pen exploded in my mouth.

At the end of the night… one of the most beautiful pictures… yes, I cut the size but trust me, there‘s writing ALL over. Instead of typing, it was writing tweets on your body! Creative people out there! I did the best I could considering.

It was very therapeutic for me. Sometimes it’s the greatest revelation to realize you’re not alone.
I say it, one more smoke…

Just when I think I’ve so much to lay out there I’m at a loss for words and what I might write could get me in trouble, I still hold back. How can I get in trouble when the friends don’t talk to me anyway… thank you for that point. Fiends no, more like people I know. I can count my friends on one hand and some might find that bad, others might understand, some might think it’s sad, I’m growing more and more content… alone.

A helpful factor, both days I was checking someone out last weekend, they were alone. Alone? Why? Her!? But she knows everyone… then I go out and it never fails I’m well taken care of by this person or that one. I can go at it… alone.
　
I just wish I drove.
This week, Wednesday if it works… pray my paperwork isn’t outdated to get my permit and on that list for once! Hopefully it’ll be Cali bound!
I haven’t enough in me to continue… the want I need will come… later after my laptop’s on the floor damniit.
Until then…

Cheers!
NS